My first sober night in what feels like forever. Everything I’ve been trying so desperately to ignore is all flooding back. All the happiness, the sorrow, the love, the hate, the joy, and the utter pain of despair. This disease is slowly killing me. Everytime I think maybe this time I’ll be ok, this time I’ll make it through… I fall apart all over again. This sickness is more than I can take.
Sorry for cluttering up your feeds, writing about it seems to help a bit.


